Monday, April 28, 2008
mymy.feel as though age has caught up with me.
yes wth.
i feel so aunty with an aching back after
coming from the market with her hands full
and cringing face.
went for my first tabletennis trng.
omg. my hand was freaking trembling
while playing the forehand.
wth. this is the hideous, after-effects of a fear.
but i got over it.
by the end of the trng, my hands werent shaking anymore.
just that i've gotta "feel" it again.
"feel" the ball when i hit it.
yikes.
and the COACH.
coach's wife took us today actually.
she wasnt too bad.
but uh. she and mr kim does have some bad meets.
mr kim hates her and her husband x(
then again.
who cares about the oldman.
i've got enough of not being able to train
forehand because of him.
roarr.
realised tabletennis is part of me even without me knowing.
its like i feel comfortable playing it.
maybe because i've been playing since i was 8.
a decade ago =X omg.
my back's aching.
i'v got back the usual blisters on my fingers and feet.
but its okay.
i like the game.
the kayak team was having their trng.
the ppl i've once suffered through with.
ohwells. its not even acquaintance anymore.
its fine by me. but aiyo.
its like knowing someone but not saying hi for reasons deemed unfit.
awkward feeling when i walked past.
but i'm glad i quit.
ahaha. wouldnt wana turn chaota and having ta live huge shoulders
and bulging muscles.
lean is nice.
aaaaah.
it feels good playing tabletennis again somehow.
havent touched it in AGES!
anyway. to sum it all up.
i attended some "takingcareofyourskin" course that my friends signed up today.
omg. it was the LONGEST hour in my life.
it felt so uncomfortable.
to be stuck in a room full of girls wearing makeup,
all dolled up and dressy.
ALL WITH LONG HAIR..bimbos,ahlians,childishfreshies and vainpots.
omg.save my life.
i was one of the few to rush out.
sheesh.
hokay. that's about it.
listening to a philharmonic band on central now.
missed my mosaic monday earlier on.
didnt manage ta get dinner cus' i forgot ta take money out.
and i'm gonna turn in asap so the hunger pangs dont set in.
i've got a secret hobby. that was lost and takenover by
the influence of hiphop music.
ahahaa.
i love listening to symphonies man.
it rawks. esp after a long day.
aaaaaaaaaaaaah x)) feel my relieve that today's over.
tmr i've gotta be up at 6.
driving's at 730. circuit.
i'd rather wakeup and have the circuit all to myself and a
small number of other cars.
then squeeze when the crowd comes in later on.
so yes.for that i'd get outta my bed.
and come home ta sleep after that.
gonna eat papaya now.
wth were you thinking today.
sheesh.
i'm not dependent on anyone.
trying to use your power of language to cover up
and save you from finding excuses by twisting and rephrasing
it still doesnt justify your actions does it.
making it all seem right when its not.
act as though nothing out of the ordinary happen.
i wldnt have been so jumpy on normal occasions.
but it seems that everytime when i do it, you'll make a big fuss
out of it.
i'm not even sure what happened today.
it was all fine.
maybe you were pisst off.so what.
taking it out on me isnt gonna solve anything.
makes matter worst.
you usually wont have been like that.
and i'm not sorry about today.
there was really something up with you.
if you dont speak up i wont know
what's on your mind.
the air just needs to be cleared.
arguments start because clarification is needed.
not to cut it all off.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:10 PM.
ahahaha.
i was about ta head home after netleaders'training this afternn.
then decided to stay for some reason.
ohwells. didnt regret it in the end too so ya x)
sunday's become an awfully tiring day.
maybe because i dont get a chance ta rest anymore.
anw, Jingsi has braces on that made her talk funny.
AWWWWW. more porridge and soft food.
eh short term pain long term nice. so worth la huh =]
back to school tmr.
gonna go for first tabletennis trng.
i'm gonna have like 2hrs break before trng.
should i head home or loiter in school.
yikes.
i've got a sudden urge to play the guitar now but
its midnight.
roarrr.
aaaah. can you believe it .
i've not had time ta watch my grey's anatomy online anymore.
CSI too. moohoo.
nor hang out ta chill with the BFF.
thank God fut and i are in the same course.
still getta see her around often.
but realised that on tutorial days like wed and thurs
we dont meet at all.
well she had 2hrs of sch on wed.
Right.
i feel like eating apple strudel!!
uuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
x\
no time ta head to thompson and get some.
roarrr.
feeling so bloated.
needa shit.
constipation. and the yoghurt's not helping x(
aiyayaya.
hokay done.
tmr. wonder what trng's gonna be like.
cooped up like chickens in the stuffy hall.
alamaks. hopefully its not that hot.
its gonna be the first exercise i do in 2wks.
minus all the small stuffs.
online shopping is so fun!!!!
and addictive. hawhaw.
but there're GOOD DEALS! ((x
i was about ta head home after netleaders'training this afternn.
then decided to stay for some reason.
ohwells. didnt regret it in the end too so ya x)
sunday's become an awfully tiring day.
maybe because i dont get a chance ta rest anymore.
anw, Jingsi has braces on that made her talk funny.
AWWWWW. more porridge and soft food.
eh short term pain long term nice. so worth la huh =]
back to school tmr.
gonna go for first tabletennis trng.
i'm gonna have like 2hrs break before trng.
should i head home or loiter in school.
yikes.
i've got a sudden urge to play the guitar now but
its midnight.
roarrr.
aaaah. can you believe it .
i've not had time ta watch my grey's anatomy online anymore.
CSI too. moohoo.
nor hang out ta chill with the BFF.
thank God fut and i are in the same course.
still getta see her around often.
but realised that on tutorial days like wed and thurs
we dont meet at all.
well she had 2hrs of sch on wed.
Right.
i feel like eating apple strudel!!
uuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
x\
no time ta head to thompson and get some.
roarrr.
feeling so bloated.
needa shit.
constipation. and the yoghurt's not helping x(
aiyayaya.
hokay done.
tmr. wonder what trng's gonna be like.
cooped up like chickens in the stuffy hall.
alamaks. hopefully its not that hot.
its gonna be the first exercise i do in 2wks.
minus all the small stuffs.
online shopping is so fun!!!!
and addictive. hawhaw.
but there're GOOD DEALS! ((x
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:06 AM.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
whoww.
okay.
so its another wk.
well.
firstly.
i got so freaked out with the self-pricking thingg
that we had ta use to prick ourselves ta take a blood sample.
omg.
everyone was walking around with like a bloody finger.
goshh.
ofcourse i didnt manage ta do it.
so my partner had too.
chewzihui had to prick her finger TWICE
because i screwed the first slide up.
so she had ta do it again.
OOOOOOPS.
hehehe. brave la huh.
ahaa. okay. anyway.
it was busy and pack the whole wk.
signed up for like tabletennis, nyaa, photography club.
ahaha. cus' photography club only meet for activities which are like rare.
and tabletennis i thnk it's once a wk. hopefully.
nyaa is like extra i dunno what.
something about just clogging in the time i spend running or at the gym.
then i'll get my gold or smthng.
i'm not even sure.
but anyway.
yea. and go for camps and outdoor stuffs.my likes.
uhmm,
pretty much the rest of the time i'm in lecture.
shortcircuit in my brains. cranial activity < -1
nothing's like going in.
end up wasting more time re-reading the notes.
that's if i even do it.
hahaha.
well.
another very tiring wk.
with less than 6hours everynight.
sheesh.
but its okay.
i'm managing at this point still.
Rightt.
i'm losing interest in german.
maybe because the rest of my subjects are getting more interesting
or maybe really the change of teacher has affected it somehow.
sigh.
now i feel like i'm wasting my extra 4hrs a wk for german.
shoot. after sticking with it for so long.
damnit.
i've gotta finish it through and get the external cert.
but the previous teacher doesnt wana teach us anymore.
bloodyhell. and we're stuck with the new guy.
WHALAU. he's totally horrid.
cant teach, makes us sit in front and use the bloodycomp ta do our work
for like HALF of the lesson.and the other half's pretty much history lesson.
looks like i've gotta learn on my own alr.
he's NOT TEACHING ANYTHING NEW!
ROARRR.
keeps talking so fast and deep, so hard ta catch cus of the deep accent.
and teaches us the simplest things.
just because we cant really get his accent.
doesnt mean that we cant read or understand.
ROARRR.
okay. that's about it.
i love my modules x)
that's all.
ahaha. but i've gotta work doubly triply hard than ever before.
its tough work.
but i'll get through xD
BATH and JB tmr! :D
Saturday, April 26, 2008
whoww.okay.
so its another wk.
well.
firstly.
i got so freaked out with the self-pricking thingg
that we had ta use to prick ourselves ta take a blood sample.
omg.
everyone was walking around with like a bloody finger.
goshh.
ofcourse i didnt manage ta do it.
so my partner had too.
chewzihui had to prick her finger TWICE
because i screwed the first slide up.
so she had ta do it again.
OOOOOOPS.
hehehe. brave la huh.
ahaa. okay. anyway.
it was busy and pack the whole wk.
signed up for like tabletennis, nyaa, photography club.
ahaha. cus' photography club only meet for activities which are like rare.
and tabletennis i thnk it's once a wk. hopefully.
nyaa is like extra i dunno what.
something about just clogging in the time i spend running or at the gym.
then i'll get my gold or smthng.
i'm not even sure.
but anyway.
yea. and go for camps and outdoor stuffs.my likes.
uhmm,
pretty much the rest of the time i'm in lecture.
shortcircuit in my brains. cranial activity < -1
nothing's like going in.
end up wasting more time re-reading the notes.
that's if i even do it.
hahaha.
well.
another very tiring wk.
with less than 6hours everynight.
sheesh.
but its okay.
i'm managing at this point still.
Rightt.
i'm losing interest in german.
maybe because the rest of my subjects are getting more interesting
or maybe really the change of teacher has affected it somehow.
sigh.
now i feel like i'm wasting my extra 4hrs a wk for german.
shoot. after sticking with it for so long.
damnit.
i've gotta finish it through and get the external cert.
but the previous teacher doesnt wana teach us anymore.
bloodyhell. and we're stuck with the new guy.
WHALAU. he's totally horrid.
cant teach, makes us sit in front and use the bloodycomp ta do our work
for like HALF of the lesson.and the other half's pretty much history lesson.
looks like i've gotta learn on my own alr.
he's NOT TEACHING ANYTHING NEW!
ROARRR.
keeps talking so fast and deep, so hard ta catch cus of the deep accent.
and teaches us the simplest things.
just because we cant really get his accent.
doesnt mean that we cant read or understand.
ROARRR.
okay. that's about it.
i love my modules x)
that's all.
ahaha. but i've gotta work doubly triply hard than ever before.
its tough work.
but i'll get through xD
BATH and JB tmr! :D
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:33 AM.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
CRANKY.
i need my sleep!
seriously.
wth.
i cant carry on like that.
ARGH.
i'm feeling super horrible.
i just need to PUT MY HEAD DOWN AND REST!
i'm having a bloody headache.
and there's just so many activities and things to attend to
ROARRRR>
i dont have space to breathe anymore.
ARGHHHHHHHH.
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHh.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Sunday, April 20, 2008
CRANKY.i need my sleep!
seriously.
wth.
i cant carry on like that.
ARGH.
i'm feeling super horrible.
i just need to PUT MY HEAD DOWN AND REST!
i'm having a bloody headache.
and there's just so many activities and things to attend to
ROARRRR>
i dont have space to breathe anymore.
ARGHHHHHHHH.
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHh.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
BEAnns Muzzled --> 8:59 PM.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
okay.
my mom thinks i'm crazy.
ahaha.
and i bet everyone else will too.
it doesnt matter.
i myself would think i am.
sheesh.
it is madness.
now all of a sudden.
I HAVE BEEN ON TIME FOR MY CLASSES FOR A WEEK ALR.
furthermore its been all morning lectures.
except tuesday when i get ta sleep in alil more.
Roarr.
ich muss Morgen um sieben Uhr dreßig aufstehen.
und nachmittag kann ich nicht schlaf
ich will mit meine Mutter in kaufhaus gehen.
ich bin müde x(
omg.
driving tmr morning.
well. anyway.
i dont want this week to end
yet i want it to.
first because now the only time i get ta go out
and have free time is Saturday.
which means...
i'm so deprived! YIKES.
okok. no means that its time ta go retail therapy.
hawhaw.
didnt spend much this wk.
i cant believe myself.
that i'm liking school.my friends.my modules.
and i dont have the feeling that i want ta get out of sch asap anymore.
the lecturers are way better than previously.
serious biiig difference.
SHEESH.
i dont wana be group leader for some marketing project.
ROARRR.
i LIKE TO WORK AND HELP OUT, DO MY PART.
but i dont like to ASSIGN x(
ohwells.
show some leadership skills.YA RIGHT.
apart from that and the atrocious 3hour german lesson that i had,
the week was fantastiche.
it was all good.
i'm smiling and grinning ear to ear.
maddmad. but i'm loving my course.
yayayayay. german's not gonna be the most impt anymore.
but i still like language.
anyway.
okay gute nacht und schlaf gut!
Schones Wohenende!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
okay.my mom thinks i'm crazy.
ahaha.
and i bet everyone else will too.
it doesnt matter.
i myself would think i am.
sheesh.
it is madness.
now all of a sudden.
I HAVE BEEN ON TIME FOR MY CLASSES FOR A WEEK ALR.
furthermore its been all morning lectures.
except tuesday when i get ta sleep in alil more.
Roarr.
ich muss Morgen um sieben Uhr dreßig aufstehen.
und nachmittag kann ich nicht schlaf
ich will mit meine Mutter in kaufhaus gehen.
ich bin müde x(
omg.
driving tmr morning.
well. anyway.
i dont want this week to end
yet i want it to.
first because now the only time i get ta go out
and have free time is Saturday.
which means...
i'm so deprived! YIKES.
okok. no means that its time ta go retail therapy.
hawhaw.
didnt spend much this wk.
i cant believe myself.
that i'm liking school.my friends.my modules.
and i dont have the feeling that i want ta get out of sch asap anymore.
the lecturers are way better than previously.
serious biiig difference.
SHEESH.
i dont wana be group leader for some marketing project.
ROARRR.
i LIKE TO WORK AND HELP OUT, DO MY PART.
but i dont like to ASSIGN x(
ohwells.
show some leadership skills.YA RIGHT.
apart from that and the atrocious 3hour german lesson that i had,
the week was fantastiche.
it was all good.
i'm smiling and grinning ear to ear.
maddmad. but i'm loving my course.
yayayayay. german's not gonna be the most impt anymore.
but i still like language.
anyway.
okay gute nacht und schlaf gut!
Schones Wohenende!
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:04 AM.
Friday, April 18, 2008
I AM LOVING SCHOOL.
THE MODULES ARE FANTASTIC
but its harder to Understand.
So needa REALLY get a hang of it.
read the bloodynotes 5TIMES to do the tutorial.
the questions asked were so open till i cant
really get what they wanted to know.
BUT ANYWAY.
LOVE IT x)) its INTERESTING.
hawhaw.
precisely why i've no time to blog because
i've gotta be up early and i need my 8HOURS of PRECIOUS SLEEP.
so i'm gonna turn in now.
i'm glad tmr's FRIDAY.
totally SHAGGED after this week.
ALL THE INFOS TO REMEMBER AND THE LONG HOURS.
but its WORTH IT ALL :DD
i'm left with 7hours of SLEEP x\
tchusssssssss.
Friday, April 18, 2008
I AM LOVING SCHOOL.THE MODULES ARE FANTASTIC
but its harder to Understand.
So needa REALLY get a hang of it.
read the bloodynotes 5TIMES to do the tutorial.
the questions asked were so open till i cant
really get what they wanted to know.
BUT ANYWAY.
LOVE IT x)) its INTERESTING.
hawhaw.
precisely why i've no time to blog because
i've gotta be up early and i need my 8HOURS of PRECIOUS SLEEP.
so i'm gonna turn in now.
i'm glad tmr's FRIDAY.
totally SHAGGED after this week.
ALL THE INFOS TO REMEMBER AND THE LONG HOURS.
but its WORTH IT ALL :DD
i'm left with 7hours of SLEEP x\
tchusssssssss.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:19 AM.
Monday, April 14, 2008
omg. so embarrassedd.
i did it AGAIN.
Sorry =X blogged at the wrong blog.
hmmm.
sometimes i wonder why people are so quick to judge.
that they think it was already expected and they believe they know it.
just that they're like 'oh,she finally said it'
and starts questioning you and shooting it all out.
seem like they know it all when they Dont.
like they can read you like a book.
No they cant.
its human nature to judge isnt it.
its so fast that the thought drops into one's head.
you tell and let someone into your life because of the status,Friends.
hoping they'll understand,No they dont.
tables turn and you're being questioned.
and they talk as though they know it all. They dont.
i dont remember putting gym first.
sigh.
its difficult.
and No.
i'm not the same person i used to be.
people change.
Slowly. but they do.
dont use what i've shared before against me.
Sigh.
i dont know man. i'm not pisst.
guess i'm just disappointed. kinda upset.
ohwells.
its okay.
wont matter anymore.
okay.
FINALLY.
i'm beginning to like what i'm studying
haha.
it can get pretty dry at times.
but its all good.
i like it.
Human biology,anatomy, physiology.
ahaha. yayayay.
and everything else to do with drug dosage and administration.
but then again.
i dont know.
i should just take a day at a time.
sigh.
somehow it doesnt feel the way it should.
then again okay. i should shut up.
how the hell would i know what way it should feel.
timetable is horrid.
but i've got better teachers.
much better actually.
and the classes are small.
supersmall actually.
because most of the time its just 50ppl in a lecture.
only for marketing and the basics then its still combined
with the huge groups from MB.
i love my diary x)
Monday, April 14, 2008
omg. so embarrassedd.i did it AGAIN.
Sorry =X blogged at the wrong blog.
hmmm.
sometimes i wonder why people are so quick to judge.
that they think it was already expected and they believe they know it.
just that they're like 'oh,she finally said it'
and starts questioning you and shooting it all out.
seem like they know it all when they Dont.
like they can read you like a book.
No they cant.
its human nature to judge isnt it.
its so fast that the thought drops into one's head.
you tell and let someone into your life because of the status,Friends.
hoping they'll understand,No they dont.
tables turn and you're being questioned.
and they talk as though they know it all. They dont.
i dont remember putting gym first.
sigh.
its difficult.
and No.
i'm not the same person i used to be.
people change.
Slowly. but they do.
dont use what i've shared before against me.
Sigh.
i dont know man. i'm not pisst.
guess i'm just disappointed. kinda upset.
ohwells.
its okay.
wont matter anymore.
okay.
FINALLY.
i'm beginning to like what i'm studying
haha.
it can get pretty dry at times.
but its all good.
i like it.
Human biology,anatomy, physiology.
ahaha. yayayay.
and everything else to do with drug dosage and administration.
but then again.
i dont know.
i should just take a day at a time.
sigh.
somehow it doesnt feel the way it should.
then again okay. i should shut up.
how the hell would i know what way it should feel.
timetable is horrid.
but i've got better teachers.
much better actually.
and the classes are small.
supersmall actually.
because most of the time its just 50ppl in a lecture.
only for marketing and the basics then its still combined
with the huge groups from MB.
i love my diary x)
BEAnns Muzzled --> 10:35 PM.
TAADAA! x)) ahaha. CONTENDERASIA RAWWKSS! it was AWEEEEESOMEEEE. hawhaw. today saves the week!! YAYAYY. so it helps being hopeful xD hehee. it was fantastic man the match. WOOHOO :DD Thailand WONNN. as usual. if they dont excel in muaythai something will be wrong. heheh. the Aussies were alright. Good show. but majority of the crowd were supporting the Thai. it was a good performance by all of them! the pictures are all on my cam. will upload them sooon! hehehe. had a haircut today too x)) rawkss. ahaa. cus' i didnt say much but the lady just gave me what i wanted. actually not what i wanted. but what my MOTHER wants. since she so wants me to KEEP MY HAIRR. roarrrr. and just when i decided to keep my hair. short hair's back in fashion! arghhh. and most of the women that i saw at indoor looked good in shorthair!! argh. i'm gonna leave my hair long enough make the mothership happy. snap a picture and snap the hair too. ahahaa. I WANT MY SHORT HAIR BACK. soooon. i'll be patient. take picture first. let mother see. then CUT. hawhawhaw. so mean. make her happy for a day. i've got my pay already.heh.from ITshow. yes it was ages since then. save save. hawhaw. i feel safer when i see moolah in my account. ahahaa. now i'm gonna be thrifty again. and the shirts that i've ordered has came in too! hawhaw. all the threadless shirts. yayayyy. i can take my time and wear them ta schh..... okay gonna sleep. today was A GREAT DAY :D
BEAnns Muzzled --> 10:34 PM.
Friday, April 11, 2008
crumble.
applecrumble.
misconceptions are the no.1 killers.
and the look in someone's eyes that
can already tell that you've been judged.
all the bloody stereotypes.
what a terrible wk.
an extent that today was the last straw.
and it broke.
aside from the premonitions of death i'm having again,
the nightmares, not as bad until i could hear my heart in my ear,
but still. what is wrong.
and to add on, i am invisible at home, uhm.
not looking forward to sch reopen,
bad news from sch, not meeting expectations,
blemishes are back, mental tortures,
lack of sleep, stucknosephlegmcough,
tried to swim but the water stinks, so no exercise either,
maybe all this is just the equivalent of a bad wk.
ROARRRR.
what's wrong with me.
things just in a flash seems to go all haywire
and out of my way.
the hope that things will get better fades.
but then again, what else will there be but
to force ourselves to hope again.
that's all there is to a new day.
that it would be better.
and everything would go back to normal.
nevermind.
i will still be hoping.
everyday's a new day anyway.
its hard to smile. but i will.
(x
Friday, April 11, 2008
crumble.applecrumble.
misconceptions are the no.1 killers.
and the look in someone's eyes that
can already tell that you've been judged.
all the bloody stereotypes.
what a terrible wk.
an extent that today was the last straw.
and it broke.
aside from the premonitions of death i'm having again,
the nightmares, not as bad until i could hear my heart in my ear,
but still. what is wrong.
and to add on, i am invisible at home, uhm.
not looking forward to sch reopen,
bad news from sch, not meeting expectations,
blemishes are back, mental tortures,
lack of sleep, stucknosephlegmcough,
tried to swim but the water stinks, so no exercise either,
maybe all this is just the equivalent of a bad wk.
ROARRRR.
what's wrong with me.
things just in a flash seems to go all haywire
and out of my way.
the hope that things will get better fades.
but then again, what else will there be but
to force ourselves to hope again.
that's all there is to a new day.
that it would be better.
and everything would go back to normal.
nevermind.
i will still be hoping.
everyday's a new day anyway.
its hard to smile. but i will.
(x
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:35 AM.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
ooh. woke up to go swimming.
managed to. guess what.
the bloody pool was freaking crowded.
there were so many kids and CHIKOPEKS.
euurgh.
and the water was exceptionally dirty.
even more plasters than the previous time i went.
more floating mucus.
its time to switch pool.
gonna try the sgoon one the next time.
seriously.
cant they just bloody clean the pool more often!?!!
ROARRR.
worst stil,
there was BARELY space to swim.
gave up in the end.
swam like roughly 1km and stopped.
felt so eeky. went home and had a lovely shower.
so much better after.
was better later on.
caught spiderwick chronicles.
didnt expect it to be so interesting.
but it was not too bad.
ahaha. FREDDIE HIGHMORE @_@
hawhaw.
Driving tmr!
all prepared and ready.
can't wait.
yayayayayayyy.
i am invisible.
its cloudy in front of me.
dotted lines would be useful.
doesnt matter anyway.
a washerdryer.
tumbling-rolling-jumbling-falling.
something's wrong.
whatever it is not figured.
moody-drowsy-rowdy-bloody
wreck,crack,smack,black.
not enjoying the snack.
sigh.
a matter of time all is said.
unfair and in favour.
when and where at the right time.
doesnt just happen.
it wasnt karma.
dont blame it on misfortune.
an imperfect person.
to have blurred vision.
not a rollercoaster to begin.
a slide down a valley.
why wait.
unmade decisions.
its all a choice to begin with.
suck it up.
tell me this all aint gonna go on.
there will be a stop somewhere, sometime soon.
give and take.
a gift received.
it went unrequited.
went way too far behind.
back off from everything important.
take a step of faith forward.
dont look back nor step back.
one unwary move will cost it all.
assumptions,presumptions.
precision is required.
time is needed to focus,calculate,judge.
mistaken identity, unresolved situations,
inappropriate judgements, harsh criticism.
silent cold war.
a web of strings.
to get entangled with.
what a fool.
still move on.
wishful thinking, useless actions.
some just have it all.
while others should forget.
lonesome struggles, incorrigible habits.
take a load off the back.
the need to get, fine to want.
upset,uptight,unmotivated,unpredictable.
it will all be better. just watch and wait.
attimeswheniramblelikethis,doesntmatterifitcanberead,
it'snothingbutmerewronglylinkedthoughts.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
ooh. woke up to go swimming.managed to. guess what.
the bloody pool was freaking crowded.
there were so many kids and CHIKOPEKS.
euurgh.
and the water was exceptionally dirty.
even more plasters than the previous time i went.
more floating mucus.
its time to switch pool.
gonna try the sgoon one the next time.
seriously.
cant they just bloody clean the pool more often!?!!
ROARRR.
worst stil,
there was BARELY space to swim.
gave up in the end.
swam like roughly 1km and stopped.
felt so eeky. went home and had a lovely shower.
so much better after.
was better later on.
caught spiderwick chronicles.
didnt expect it to be so interesting.
but it was not too bad.
ahaha. FREDDIE HIGHMORE @_@
hawhaw.
Driving tmr!
all prepared and ready.
can't wait.
yayayayayayyy.
i am invisible.
its cloudy in front of me.
dotted lines would be useful.
doesnt matter anyway.
a washerdryer.
tumbling-rolling-jumbling-falling.
something's wrong.
whatever it is not figured.
moody-drowsy-rowdy-bloody
wreck,crack,smack,black.
not enjoying the snack.
sigh.
a matter of time all is said.
unfair and in favour.
when and where at the right time.
doesnt just happen.
it wasnt karma.
dont blame it on misfortune.
an imperfect person.
to have blurred vision.
not a rollercoaster to begin.
a slide down a valley.
why wait.
unmade decisions.
its all a choice to begin with.
suck it up.
tell me this all aint gonna go on.
there will be a stop somewhere, sometime soon.
give and take.
a gift received.
it went unrequited.
went way too far behind.
back off from everything important.
take a step of faith forward.
dont look back nor step back.
one unwary move will cost it all.
assumptions,presumptions.
precision is required.
time is needed to focus,calculate,judge.
mistaken identity, unresolved situations,
inappropriate judgements, harsh criticism.
silent cold war.
a web of strings.
to get entangled with.
what a fool.
still move on.
wishful thinking, useless actions.
some just have it all.
while others should forget.
lonesome struggles, incorrigible habits.
take a load off the back.
the need to get, fine to want.
upset,uptight,unmotivated,unpredictable.
it will all be better. just watch and wait.
attimeswheniramblelikethis,doesntmatterifitcanberead,
it'snothingbutmerewronglylinkedthoughts.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:35 PM.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
today's ssuchha horrid day.
but anyway.
had to head back ta schh today for Project.
NE proj which has totally no benefit.
Great.
but yea. meeting up with the peeps are fun.
all the things.
gosh. i just realised my class has so many inside infos.
that i've been missing out on. haha.
i'm feeling VERY CRAPPY and in a terrible mood today.
sheesh.
so much for wishing and hoping for a good timetable.
it SUCKS.
i end at 6 EVERYDAY accept monday which is not any better
ending at 4.
4 out of 5 days.
How fantastic. ROARRRRRRR.
terribleterrible.
and my friend's got 2hrs on Wed.
SHEESH.
can it get anymore unfair.Right.
hahaha.
okay laugh it off.
FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE.
yawns.
Cj and i are having the Worst day of our lives.
sigh.
tmr morn.i'm gonna go swimming.
then head off ta vivo in the afternn x)
gonna catch my favourite guy. FREDDIE HIGHMORE xDD
ahaha.
i'm gonna sleep off today.
argh. so pisst off.
it sometimes feels more like a home when i'm alone in the house.
right this very moment, i want the Wholehouse to myself.
Family doesnt contribute to helping me feel better.
Sheesh. the last thing i wana hear and get is Rubbish.
omg.
that was like the last Straw!
bloodyhell.
my blood's seriously boiling at this moment.
***************************************************
^$*#$@&*#!~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BANGBANGBANG.
dont just think that you're the only one having it hard.
everyone else is.
and you work and study and that's all.
i'm not even a part anymore.
i say hello i get no reply.
neither do i get one for the goodbye.
conveniently ignoring.
i need to get out.
maybe staying under the same roof is just plain du,b.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
today's ssuchha horrid day.but anyway.
had to head back ta schh today for Project.
NE proj which has totally no benefit.
Great.
but yea. meeting up with the peeps are fun.
all the things.
gosh. i just realised my class has so many inside infos.
that i've been missing out on. haha.
i'm feeling VERY CRAPPY and in a terrible mood today.
sheesh.
so much for wishing and hoping for a good timetable.
it SUCKS.
i end at 6 EVERYDAY accept monday which is not any better
ending at 4.
4 out of 5 days.
How fantastic. ROARRRRRRR.
terribleterrible.
and my friend's got 2hrs on Wed.
SHEESH.
can it get anymore unfair.Right.
hahaha.
okay laugh it off.
FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE FINE.
yawns.
Cj and i are having the Worst day of our lives.
sigh.
tmr morn.i'm gonna go swimming.
then head off ta vivo in the afternn x)
gonna catch my favourite guy. FREDDIE HIGHMORE xDD
ahaha.
i'm gonna sleep off today.
argh. so pisst off.
it sometimes feels more like a home when i'm alone in the house.
right this very moment, i want the Wholehouse to myself.
Family doesnt contribute to helping me feel better.
Sheesh. the last thing i wana hear and get is Rubbish.
omg.
that was like the last Straw!
bloodyhell.
my blood's seriously boiling at this moment.
***************************************************
^$*#$@&*#!~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BANGBANGBANG.
dont just think that you're the only one having it hard.
everyone else is.
and you work and study and that's all.
i'm not even a part anymore.
i say hello i get no reply.
neither do i get one for the goodbye.
conveniently ignoring.
i need to get out.
maybe staying under the same roof is just plain du,b.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:04 PM.
hahaha.
had macs for breakfast.
off to the movies and caught Untraceable.
MUAHAHA.
my eyes were "itchy"
and though me and CJ are so NOT fans of such thrillers or horrorshows
we managed through this one just fine.
it was alil too gory.
but love the storyline.
and the idea.
hahaha.
IAMLEGEND was worst than this.
i uh kinda enjoyed this one.
except the parts that were tense and so much suspense.
butduh. its kinda the point of watching the whole movie.
ahaha. overall its good.
stupid CJ's like freakingout at every small sudden actions!
muahaha.
it was damn funny.
go again! hawhaw. mystery is interesting. futuristic..hmm.not really.
yikes.
i've got a bruise on my ankle since sentosa.
the blueblack just partially came out like today.
wth. it hurts so freaking bad and only slightly swollen but no colour.
hahaha. weird.
swimming tmr morning!
sheesh. i've gotta wake up early.
okay.
ciao.
had macs for breakfast.
off to the movies and caught Untraceable.
MUAHAHA.
my eyes were "itchy"
and though me and CJ are so NOT fans of such thrillers or horrorshows
we managed through this one just fine.
it was alil too gory.
but love the storyline.
and the idea.
hahaha.
IAMLEGEND was worst than this.
i uh kinda enjoyed this one.
except the parts that were tense and so much suspense.
butduh. its kinda the point of watching the whole movie.
ahaha. overall its good.
stupid CJ's like freakingout at every small sudden actions!
muahaha.
it was damn funny.
go again! hawhaw. mystery is interesting. futuristic..hmm.not really.
yikes.
i've got a bruise on my ankle since sentosa.
the blueblack just partially came out like today.
wth. it hurts so freaking bad and only slightly swollen but no colour.
hahaha. weird.
swimming tmr morning!
sheesh. i've gotta wake up early.
okay.
ciao.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:24 AM.
Monday, April 07, 2008
ahaha.
realised i almost always wear the SAMEOLD thing
when i'm at sentosa.
ofcourse its the most comfortable.DUH.
okay.boring.
the next time i go Change.
hahaha.
yes.
gonna catch contenderasia this sat.
nearly forgot about it cus CJ and i bought tix so long ago.
YES.omg. cant wait.
i'm burnt.
Everywhere. hehe.
good and bad.
bad is its damn hard ta sleep!
plus guess i can be very vigorous when i'm deep in sleep.
ouch.ithurtlastnight.
hooots.
dad's off tmr x))
but i'll be out in the afternn.
CJ STOP TEMPTING ME TO EAT SUSHI.
TSKTSK. mong-ti-kong, honk-i-tonk, ping-pong.
sheesh.
i raise your bloodpressure
you make my bloood hot.
ChildishShit.
tsktsk.
And curb your language dude! xDD
You.BigTalkSmallAction.tsktsk.
hahaha.hokay.chill.
the more you read the more i talk bad about you
in front of your eyes.
this is funny.
Stop it.
ouch.my shoulder's burning!!
MORE MOISTURIZER!
haha. my back's aching but i cant rub it.
fut's going madddd.
hhahahhaa.Thanks for helping me get the stuffs.
and yea. do Update me x))
threw my clothes into the washer.
gottawait abit before i can sleep.
anyway.
my friend's celebrating her 19thbirthday at MACDONALDS'
Right.
Deprived childhood must be.
hahaha.
the theme's like PJ's.
i'm just gonna wear boxers and singlet.HAHAHA!
omg.sounds so AHPEK.
NO OKAY. hahaha. i'm gonna make it look proper and HIP xD
Monday, April 07, 2008
ahaha.realised i almost always wear the SAMEOLD thing
when i'm at sentosa.
ofcourse its the most comfortable.DUH.
okay.boring.
the next time i go Change.
hahaha.
yes.
gonna catch contenderasia this sat.
nearly forgot about it cus CJ and i bought tix so long ago.
YES.omg. cant wait.
i'm burnt.
Everywhere. hehe.
good and bad.
bad is its damn hard ta sleep!
plus guess i can be very vigorous when i'm deep in sleep.
ouch.ithurtlastnight.
hooots.
dad's off tmr x))
but i'll be out in the afternn.
CJ STOP TEMPTING ME TO EAT SUSHI.
TSKTSK. mong-ti-kong, honk-i-tonk, ping-pong.
sheesh.
i raise your bloodpressure
you make my bloood hot.
ChildishShit.
tsktsk.
And curb your language dude! xDD
You.BigTalkSmallAction.tsktsk.
hahaha.hokay.chill.
the more you read the more i talk bad about you
in front of your eyes.
this is funny.
Stop it.
ouch.my shoulder's burning!!
MORE MOISTURIZER!
haha. my back's aching but i cant rub it.
fut's going madddd.
hhahahhaa.Thanks for helping me get the stuffs.
and yea. do Update me x))
threw my clothes into the washer.
gottawait abit before i can sleep.
anyway.
my friend's celebrating her 19thbirthday at MACDONALDS'
Right.
Deprived childhood must be.
hahaha.
the theme's like PJ's.
i'm just gonna wear boxers and singlet.HAHAHA!
omg.sounds so AHPEK.
NO OKAY. hahaha. i'm gonna make it look proper and HIP xD
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:49 AM.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
YAY.
myvoice is way better.
must be the mangoes.
hahaha.
anyway.
went for edge after solong. heh.
glad that my friend made it today x))
and she liked it. enjoyed i think.
after so long.
and the best part.
she said she wants to come next wk.
teehee.
SENTOSA today :D
and the weather held up.
when we left then the clouds started to cover the sky.
hehe.
i'm redddddd and HOT.
hawhaw.
took some superhorrid shots.
but i like the one i took with mrmuscleman.
that's the only one that i like.
haha! got mua muscleline xD
somebOdy just commented on my fingers.
i've got girlly fingers.
tiny and small and DAINTY = faints.
Right.
shall not comment. hahaha.
now i've realised that everyone's swimming too.
just when i'm doing so.ahaha.
i've decided ta try sgoon swimming complex.
the one at hougang is TERRIBLE.
it has like plasters and stuff and mucus floatng around x\
Disgustingg.
sheesh.
i'm getting chased ta sleep at this very moment.
ahahaa. naggers.
hokay. at least they havent been doing it often.
otherwise that's it.
went with Jing for dinner.
met tings in town after her work.
in between did something SO DAMN CRAZY.
now looking back i wonder whytheheck we would even do it.
damnit.
it better not appear anywhere esp Not youtube.
omg. cant believe we did it.
ROARRRRRR. silly pple and their shit.
ohman. everyone stopped and lookedd.WTH.
okay enough.
i'm gonna shower again and JUMP ON MY BED!
BIGlove for my pillow x))
Sunday, April 06, 2008
YAY.myvoice is way better.
must be the mangoes.
hahaha.
anyway.
went for edge after solong. heh.
glad that my friend made it today x))
and she liked it. enjoyed i think.
after so long.
and the best part.
she said she wants to come next wk.
teehee.
SENTOSA today :D
and the weather held up.
when we left then the clouds started to cover the sky.
hehe.
i'm redddddd and HOT.
hawhaw.
took some superhorrid shots.
but i like the one i took with mrmuscleman.
that's the only one that i like.
haha! got mua muscleline xD
somebOdy just commented on my fingers.
i've got girlly fingers.
tiny and small and DAINTY = faints.
Right.
shall not comment. hahaha.
now i've realised that everyone's swimming too.
just when i'm doing so.ahaha.
i've decided ta try sgoon swimming complex.
the one at hougang is TERRIBLE.
it has like plasters and stuff and mucus floatng around x\
Disgustingg.
sheesh.
i'm getting chased ta sleep at this very moment.
ahahaa. naggers.
hokay. at least they havent been doing it often.
otherwise that's it.
went with Jing for dinner.
met tings in town after her work.
in between did something SO DAMN CRAZY.
now looking back i wonder whytheheck we would even do it.
damnit.
it better not appear anywhere esp Not youtube.
omg. cant believe we did it.
ROARRRRRR. silly pple and their shit.
ohman. everyone stopped and lookedd.WTH.
okay enough.
i'm gonna shower again and JUMP ON MY BED!
BIGlove for my pillow x))
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:48 AM.
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Sentosa tmr!
roarr.
my bag's still with Jordan =
aiyooo.
its been coming a yr or something.
he's always too lazy ta bring it over for me.
arghhhh.
this is like the umpteenth time that i wana go
Sentosa and my bag's with him.
hahaha. the funny part.
i only remember when i'm going sentosa.
Rightt.
i'm so sleepy.
omg.
CJ's IS A MAD WOMEN!
she drives me up the WALL.
no rather is UP THE HILL.
so many things! EH YOU!
you make my bloooooood boil,
make me get highBP.
just wanting me ta get it with you
since you cant getover the fact that
its in your bloodline.
SILLYBILLY!
AND you're like the ULTIMATE CHILDISH
crap!!
MUAHAHA. nuts.
you go crazy at night too! haiyo.
leave me alone b-iatch. AHAHA.
and STOPLYING when you cant bloodylie for nuts!
i can SEEE THROUGH YOUUU.'
i've got X-RAY EYESSSSSSS @-@
even so i'm not the least as pervertic as you!!
hawhaw.
so retarded.
our little secret what we do at the end of convos right!
MUAHHAHA.
better not say.
embarrass ourselves.
gdnight biatch!
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Sentosa tmr!roarr.
my bag's still with Jordan =
aiyooo.
its been coming a yr or something.
he's always too lazy ta bring it over for me.
arghhhh.
this is like the umpteenth time that i wana go
Sentosa and my bag's with him.
hahaha. the funny part.
i only remember when i'm going sentosa.
Rightt.
i'm so sleepy.
omg.
CJ's IS A MAD WOMEN!
she drives me up the WALL.
no rather is UP THE HILL.
so many things! EH YOU!
you make my bloooooood boil,
make me get highBP.
just wanting me ta get it with you
since you cant getover the fact that
its in your bloodline.
SILLYBILLY!
AND you're like the ULTIMATE CHILDISH
crap!!
MUAHAHA. nuts.
you go crazy at night too! haiyo.
leave me alone b-iatch. AHAHA.
and STOPLYING when you cant bloodylie for nuts!
i can SEEE THROUGH YOUUU.'
i've got X-RAY EYESSSSSSS @-@
even so i'm not the least as pervertic as you!!
hawhaw.
so retarded.
our little secret what we do at the end of convos right!
MUAHHAHA.
better not say.
embarrass ourselves.
gdnight biatch!
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:45 AM.
Friday, April 04, 2008
omg.
okay i just finished ironing the WHOLE
bloodyHUGE basket of Clothes.
sheesh.
so gonna hate ironing for a pretty long time.
damnit.
stupid basket.
the Mothership has been bugging and nagging
from the time i step into the house till the time she sleeps.
Seriously.
Now Get Off My Back.
at times like this,
i would be so looking forward to going back school.
Roarrrr.
sticky like crap and damn sleepy.
have found out i should never bathe and then iron.
so i'm just about ta head into the shower now.
i just need ta rest my legs for awhile.
stood for like 3hrs plus. since 12ish.
didnt even realise.
i was just thinking.
if there's marathon for swimming.
hawhaw.
my friend and i planned ta join StandChart marathon.
but then again. i hate running competitive.
and i Wheeze much. Jo you'll know.hahaa.
hilarious but i cant help it!
maybe i've got tiny lungs.
anyway, i can swim forever.
its tiring but not as draining.
and i dont end up wheezing.
i stil breathe fine.
i'm so lazyy now.
dont feel like budging.
Arghh.
just glad that the stupid basket's empty.
and i've still got my rm to pack.
not that its in terrible shape.
but. ah well. yea.
Fullstop.
my plans for tmr got cancelled.
so that means.
stay home day!
that's why i'm stil up.
i'm gonna watch grey's, pack, eat.
HA.
i love my house when its just me in it.
hawhaw x))
DHT-
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
this song was on radio almost every single day
when i was staying with my aunt in SF.
heard it so often i can remember every word.
but i like the song itself very much though.
it was the tune that first caught my attention.
the words are like.... Hmmm.
not that suitable yet. ha.
Friday, April 04, 2008
omg.okay i just finished ironing the WHOLE
bloodyHUGE basket of Clothes.
sheesh.
so gonna hate ironing for a pretty long time.
damnit.
stupid basket.
the Mothership has been bugging and nagging
from the time i step into the house till the time she sleeps.
Seriously.
Now Get Off My Back.
at times like this,
i would be so looking forward to going back school.
Roarrrr.
sticky like crap and damn sleepy.
have found out i should never bathe and then iron.
so i'm just about ta head into the shower now.
i just need ta rest my legs for awhile.
stood for like 3hrs plus. since 12ish.
didnt even realise.
i was just thinking.
if there's marathon for swimming.
hawhaw.
my friend and i planned ta join StandChart marathon.
but then again. i hate running competitive.
and i Wheeze much. Jo you'll know.hahaa.
hilarious but i cant help it!
maybe i've got tiny lungs.
anyway, i can swim forever.
its tiring but not as draining.
and i dont end up wheezing.
i stil breathe fine.
i'm so lazyy now.
dont feel like budging.
Arghh.
just glad that the stupid basket's empty.
and i've still got my rm to pack.
not that its in terrible shape.
but. ah well. yea.
Fullstop.
my plans for tmr got cancelled.
so that means.
stay home day!
that's why i'm stil up.
i'm gonna watch grey's, pack, eat.
HA.
i love my house when its just me in it.
hawhaw x))
DHT-
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
this song was on radio almost every single day
when i was staying with my aunt in SF.
heard it so often i can remember every word.
but i like the song itself very much though.
it was the tune that first caught my attention.
the words are like.... Hmmm.
not that suitable yet. ha.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:36 AM.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
ROARRRRRR.
the clock was fine being 10mins fast.
bloodyhell.
and so they've decided ta change it back to
the normal when its freaking been 10mins
fast all along.
WTF. just LEAVE IT ALONE.
it was fine the way it is.
this really does show i HATE changes.
especially changes that arre NOT needed.
Seriously. Argh.
Talk to me.
i'm having the sexiest voice ever.
down with flu,crappy throat and a half flowy/stuck nose depending.
the cough is horrid. makes the throat feels as though its gonna tear.
bleahh.
out of nowhere and all of a sudden.
fantastic.Right.
i cant talk.
i cant hear.
i cant sniff.
=\
wenta swim at midday w CJ.
it was so damn hot.
but the sun faded away gradually while we were swimming.
and when we were done, the sky was dark grey.
we got out in the nick of time x)
it rained just when we got home.
how can 2ppl spend almost everyday together and not get bored.
people with the SAME INTEREST. AHAHAHA.
breakfast tmr! :D
McGriddles Rawks.
ahaha. but i'll stick with hotcakes.
an all time favourite since a kid.
i'm going for my cousin's concert tmr night.
prawning on thursday night.
and sentosa on sat x)
if possible, dropping by PL tmr ta catch tabletennis match.
thinking if i should actually.
because i dont really know any of the juniors.
looking at the scores, the sun isnt shining on them either.
so hmmm. besides, the old man will be there too.
hokay no.
staying home tmr :D
Driving today.
didnt do parking again.
apparently he thinks that my parking's fine so just running
through the test roads.
great. my parking isnt fantastic and i would rather
park and drive around those small and congested roads
with driverbullies around.
seriously, as long as they see the Lplate they think
you'll be slow and all.
eating into your lane, cutting in front of you, see you approaching
but just chiong-ing ahead and take you as invisible.
Bleah.
the instructor was scolding the stupid drivers and telling me
ta use my horn.
ahaha. i cant control the Accelerator! omg.
everytime i step, the needle hits like 3.5-4.
wth. i practised but everytime kan-chiong at the trafficlights
to start the car i step so hard.
haha. the instructor isnt gonna raise his voice at me either
cus it doesnt work and only makes me even more nervous and
cant follow instructions. hahjahah!
he talks to me damn softly practically!
AHAHHA.
there was one turn i did and i didnt know i was stepping on the Acc.
did a wide angle turn, omg.
the most horrible mistake i did.
hahaha. his reaction was angry but in a funny way.
then he started talking softly again.
so hehe.
anyway. i was having some problems at the start.
nervouswreck.
but was fine after that.
the more nervous i get, the more mistakes i make.
sheesh.
i should stay calm and focused.
was so tired and sleepy today cus' i went swimming before that.
heading into the circuit only in May.
now's getting used to the test roads around first.
yikes.
i'm gonna take a shower.
then off to bed.
early tmr ta go for a run (i hope) =\
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
ROARRRRRR.the clock was fine being 10mins fast.
bloodyhell.
and so they've decided ta change it back to
the normal when its freaking been 10mins
fast all along.
WTF. just LEAVE IT ALONE.
it was fine the way it is.
this really does show i HATE changes.
especially changes that arre NOT needed.
Seriously. Argh.
Talk to me.
i'm having the sexiest voice ever.
down with flu,crappy throat and a half flowy/stuck nose depending.
the cough is horrid. makes the throat feels as though its gonna tear.
bleahh.
out of nowhere and all of a sudden.
fantastic.Right.
i cant talk.
i cant hear.
i cant sniff.
=\
wenta swim at midday w CJ.
it was so damn hot.
but the sun faded away gradually while we were swimming.
and when we were done, the sky was dark grey.
we got out in the nick of time x)
it rained just when we got home.
how can 2ppl spend almost everyday together and not get bored.
people with the SAME INTEREST. AHAHAHA.
breakfast tmr! :D
McGriddles Rawks.
ahaha. but i'll stick with hotcakes.
an all time favourite since a kid.
i'm going for my cousin's concert tmr night.
prawning on thursday night.
and sentosa on sat x)
if possible, dropping by PL tmr ta catch tabletennis match.
thinking if i should actually.
because i dont really know any of the juniors.
looking at the scores, the sun isnt shining on them either.
so hmmm. besides, the old man will be there too.
hokay no.
staying home tmr :D
Driving today.
didnt do parking again.
apparently he thinks that my parking's fine so just running
through the test roads.
great. my parking isnt fantastic and i would rather
park and drive around those small and congested roads
with driverbullies around.
seriously, as long as they see the Lplate they think
you'll be slow and all.
eating into your lane, cutting in front of you, see you approaching
but just chiong-ing ahead and take you as invisible.
Bleah.
the instructor was scolding the stupid drivers and telling me
ta use my horn.
ahaha. i cant control the Accelerator! omg.
everytime i step, the needle hits like 3.5-4.
wth. i practised but everytime kan-chiong at the trafficlights
to start the car i step so hard.
haha. the instructor isnt gonna raise his voice at me either
cus it doesnt work and only makes me even more nervous and
cant follow instructions. hahjahah!
he talks to me damn softly practically!
AHAHHA.
there was one turn i did and i didnt know i was stepping on the Acc.
did a wide angle turn, omg.
the most horrible mistake i did.
hahaha. his reaction was angry but in a funny way.
then he started talking softly again.
so hehe.
anyway. i was having some problems at the start.
nervouswreck.
but was fine after that.
the more nervous i get, the more mistakes i make.
sheesh.
i should stay calm and focused.
was so tired and sleepy today cus' i went swimming before that.
heading into the circuit only in May.
now's getting used to the test roads around first.
yikes.
i'm gonna take a shower.
then off to bed.
early tmr ta go for a run (i hope) =\
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:40 PM.
dangdang.
CJ has been flooding my brains
with R&B music.
not that bad.
muahaha.
makes me wana laugh.at her.
okay shut up.
sometimes i just feel like putting up
the disgusting photos of her cus
she pisses me off so bad.
Ahahaha. what a big joke.
day in/out
she's getting on my nerves.
aiya.
both ways la.
but whatever. hahaha.
felt like some kiddo that hasnt
been ta town in ages or smthng.
eversince there was vivo,
i've been lazy ta drag my ass down orchardroad.
but ohwells.
for a change it was fun x)
especially when we had so much ta talk and laugh about
for somereason.
town really has the weirdest people around.
SHORTLIVED holidays.
my moolah has ta come in soon!
yikes.
need ta get sch"uniform"
saw quite a few stuffs today.
gosh.
its horrible having ta search every morn for clothes.
not adding a fact that i'm always rushing to be on time.
kinda plan ta settle with Vnecks in different colours.
ha. on the rushy days that is.
thinking about school.
think about my friends in school.
think about my time management.
think about my attitude.
think about my clothes.
think about my reports & projects to come.
think about my grades.
GAVE UP THINKING. -____-"
the music i'm listening to now is annoying me.Shaddup.
how.
no common topic makes it really hard ta talk.
hard to even hold a convo.
and different interests, different views, Sigh.
Very different.
cant help it but stick on.
Roarrr.
i will try to fit in. and understand or just listen x)
everytime i say i'm gonna sleep early.
always ending up not doing it.
right.
so i'm gonna take a bath after this.
and watch an episode of Grey's.
Sleep.
swimming here i come tmr.
and Driving! hawhaw. ParkParkParkPark...............
DHT- Someone
You can't eat, you can't sleep,
you can weep when you love someone
Feels extreme when you dream,
and you scream when you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see that, one.
Let me be your...
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel All right.
Everyday and night
I wish I was your someone
Someone to hold you when you're weak
Someone to make you feel complete
Every day and night
I wish I was your someone Someone.
Don't you know, I will go,
if you show that I can break through
Feels extreme when you dream,
and you scream when you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see that you're the one.
And I hold you tight
You're still on my mind, I can't stand to live without you
And I can't forget you
Wherever you are, you're still on my mind.
CJ has been flooding my brains
with R&B music.
not that bad.
muahaha.
makes me wana laugh.at her.
okay shut up.
sometimes i just feel like putting up
the disgusting photos of her cus
she pisses me off so bad.
Ahahaha. what a big joke.
day in/out
she's getting on my nerves.
aiya.
both ways la.
but whatever. hahaha.
felt like some kiddo that hasnt
been ta town in ages or smthng.
eversince there was vivo,
i've been lazy ta drag my ass down orchardroad.
but ohwells.
for a change it was fun x)
especially when we had so much ta talk and laugh about
for somereason.
town really has the weirdest people around.
SHORTLIVED holidays.
my moolah has ta come in soon!
yikes.
need ta get sch"uniform"
saw quite a few stuffs today.
gosh.
its horrible having ta search every morn for clothes.
not adding a fact that i'm always rushing to be on time.
kinda plan ta settle with Vnecks in different colours.
ha. on the rushy days that is.
thinking about school.
think about my friends in school.
think about my time management.
think about my attitude.
think about my clothes.
think about my reports & projects to come.
think about my grades.
GAVE UP THINKING. -____-"
the music i'm listening to now is annoying me.Shaddup.
how.
no common topic makes it really hard ta talk.
hard to even hold a convo.
and different interests, different views, Sigh.
Very different.
cant help it but stick on.
Roarrr.
i will try to fit in. and understand or just listen x)
everytime i say i'm gonna sleep early.
always ending up not doing it.
right.
so i'm gonna take a bath after this.
and watch an episode of Grey's.
Sleep.
swimming here i come tmr.
and Driving! hawhaw. ParkParkParkPark...............
DHT- Someone
You can't eat, you can't sleep,
you can weep when you love someone
Feels extreme when you dream,
and you scream when you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see that, one.
Let me be your...
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel All right.
Everyday and night
I wish I was your someone
Someone to hold you when you're weak
Someone to make you feel complete
Every day and night
I wish I was your someone Someone.
Don't you know, I will go,
if you show that I can break through
Feels extreme when you dream,
and you scream when you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see that you're the one.
And I hold you tight
You're still on my mind, I can't stand to live without you
And I can't forget you
Wherever you are, you're still on my mind.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:21 AM.